01 April 2011

It's in the silence

Yesterday I didn't have a great day, I just felt emotionally yuck and I let my thoughts run away with me.  I try not to do that and just take every day, every moment as it comes, but yesterday my thoughts played runaway train.  This morning however I woke up and felt loads better.

I'm trying to find things to occupy myself with and thankfully this weekend we have loads to do.  It's in the quiet moments, the moments when you want to reach out and touch someone, or the times you just want a hug and inhale the smell of someone that gets me though.  Takes some getting used to.  But for now I only worry about the next moment and I keep myself occupied.

I've haven't been to gym once this week - shame on me!!!!  I will make a concerted effort next week, I miss my endorphin rush!!  And coupled with my recent stress diet which did my waistline wonders, I will soon be well on the way to my washboard stomach.  I have just been so tired and decided to rather listen to my body, go home and I go to bed at the same time as the kids.  Some exercise will do me the world of good though!  So next week.

2 comments:

  1. You’re really doing so well given the circumstances Nicci….I don’t know if I would be able to hold it together like you have. Just hang in there and good for you for filling up your weekend, I’m sure it helps to stay busy :)

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  2. You must get to gym!!! Its good for the mind body and soul (says me who has forgotten where my gym actually is!

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